WOW, my anxiety is like crazy bad today. It seems like it has gotten a lot worse lately. It was okay for a while - I mean, it is always there, but I could handle it. Lately, though, it has gotten mega-strong and I am having trouble coping with it. I feel like an elephant is sitting on my chest. If I didn't know any better, I would think I was having a heart attack. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?**), I know this feeling all too well.
*sigh*
I don't know, I'm just fed up. I just want to be normal. What is that, even? I don't know, I guess I just want to be more normal. I want things to, for once, go my way!
GAH, got to go back to work. Quittin' time, please come quickly!!
**I think that the general consensus would be that anxiety is better to have than a heart attack. I mean, it can't kill you, right? Even though it seems like it sometimes...
One day
9 years ago
Sorry to hear you're having a rough time, is there anything in particular going on that could be causing the stressage to spike? Hang in there, remember that periods like this DO pass. I know what it's like to want so badly just to be normal...take it one day at a time, one hour at a time if you have to, and don't doubt that you'll make it through!
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